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hi. im known as angela. sometimes they call me nurse/ missy/ betty, depending on their moods. qop-ian since birth. LOM-er since 12. and as much as i bitch/complain/roll my eyes real hard, i generally love the people/ the friends/ the life i have right now. oh yeah, im only 21 though i was told i looked a tad more mature.


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Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 7:09 PM
week 13

its week 13!! stress is piling up like a pile of crap!

one of the worst of the worst assignment - research critique is OVER! the worst is yet to come- research proposal in which no progress has been made whatsoever. actually i only count four more presentations but it seems like i have 5 zillion things to do.

anyways brother's results came out. not too good but he has applied to the engineering courses that he's interested in. keeping my fingers crossed that he'll get into somewhere that he likes and stop slacking around. he's been doing that for quite a while and im getting worried. he's not getting any younger. when he finishes his education he will be quite old. but im glad he's going somewhere!!

anyways my body clock is seriously screwed up. sleeping at 2-3am everyday just to finish assignments and waking up at 7-8 in the mornings to go for lessons. its really taxing. luckily i started doing bikram yoga with the encouragement of Yi Mon. the first class wasn't too good though. i was sweating like a pig when i started the first pose because the room was heated and at the end of the lesson my whole shirt was WET. i was breathless and dizzy for a while and even fell asleep in class (the heat makes you drowsy) and jerked away when i realised that i started snoring! major embarrassment of the year. the second class wasn't so bad. the good thing after each session is that i feel so LIGHT and energetic even though i was tired before. i am FORCING myself to go as often as i can coz i wanna be really really healthy. i really do not want to waste my cash in the future on medications and hospital stays. if this yoga would keep me fit thru my whole life i don't mind doing it...

went to Holy Family for mass last sunday. it's weird really. i always felt at home at QOP where everything and everyone is familiar. the amount of time that i take to get ready for mass is another thing altogether. i don't know.. somehow i feel that i have to live up and portray a certain image there and at times it may get tiring. however when i went to Holy Family, i went there with no contacts, no make up and just concentrated on spending one hour with HIM.. i feel so... free and able to concentrate on praying.

in every age. super nice song that they sung. brought tears to my eyes when the choir sung it.

i don't know. somehow it may be a good/bad thing when the church is small, you know everyone and everyone knows your parents. sometimes it feels that im constantly being watched and though i know that it's only my imagination, it feels that if i so much as yawned in mass my parents might find out.

a good catholic girl i am most of the time. what about the side of me that loved clubbing and staying out late? am i then not the good person that i am because im NOT suppose to be out late at night?

living up to expectations is hard. so therefore i live up to my OWN expectations.